Actually . I am still lying to myself.
Even until now .
All that i said, is just lies .
GOD DAMN RETARDED LIES .
I said i have alrd forgotten you alrd .
But I just can't.
Everyday. My mind is just filled with you .
I should not have ditch you just because i am
Feeling jealous of you and him..
I should have use the time to help you find back
Our feeling .. Well. It's all too late . TOO LATE.